Eternal Peace (first sonnet).

If I cannot eternal peace achieve, 
Then let my conscience burn me. 
For what is to take, if you don't give?
All I do crumbles in my hands, a living myth,
Which I myself created. 
I play it through in my mind, but life just
Ends with one picture- Death.
A breath I draw, a sigh, at this melancholy
I expose. And there is nothing to do, but die,
And to you I give, my last white rose. 

If I cannot eternal peace achieve, then 
Allow me to exit this place. 
If I cannot eternal love achieve, then allow
Me to finish my days.